haha, somehow, the 3 months of probation flew past and it felt as though i have worked there longer than it is.
i can't say how many times it has gone through my mind that i want to resign before my probation is up, but i shall and will persevere for a year before i really do tender.
working in an office, as an events executive, is really quite different from all the teaching that i have been doing before.
though 3 months is really short, i have already concluded that teaching is definitely a more satisfying job. haha, i think i came to that conclusion like 2 weeks into my job.
i can't say i hate what i am doing right now; it is just less rewarding and satisfying than i have expected it to be i guess.
and i realised i really hate working with adults. sometimes, the nonsense that you get from adults, you just can't forgive their ridiculous behavior because, to me, being an adult, you just have no more excuse of being not understanding the situation and behaving like a brat.
the adult world is just simply, scary. i don't know why everyone is trying to make it so hard for others, just be a little nicer and be professional a little and all of us will have an easier life at work. but no, some people just have to make life difficult for others.
and the worst type of people to face, are not children i tell you. the worst type of people to face, are those stupid, unreasonable people who are supposedly to be more civilized since they are more educated. but let me tell you, these people are most probably the most ill-mannered people i have encountered and there is simply no excuse for them to behave in this way.
i think i can go on and on of these horrible people i have encountered, but i shall not.
the happier things of work, would be the learning aspects i guess. and definitely, being able to work with friends and nice colleagues!
so yes, i will try to learn what i can out of this job, before moving on to another job. i think i will eventually settle in a teaching career, but, i will try other things now and make the most out of it!
keeping my fingers cross that work won't become monotonous soon and that there are learning to be done everyday! (oh, and no more mysteries for me to solve and having to play detective to clear stupid messes that i didn't come up with!)
let me survive the next 2 long days with night meetings!
